by Christina Stolaas
As I’m reading through the gospels for the first time in years, something is gnawing in my spirt. As I turn page after page, each chapter documents the historical moments of Jesus life on earth, His spoken words a bright glaring red. But the quiet discontent in my heart has left a thought for me to ponder. Am I reading, studying, underlining to gain knowledge about Jesus, or to get to know Jesus?
You see, the difference here is paradoxical, because knowledge can be and often is gained in unison with the growth of relationship. However, I see Christians, myself included, repeatedly content with head knowledge rather then knowledge of the heart. We often don’t realize how meaningless all of the church attendance, Christian book reading, and dare I say-- even Bible reading is, when the penetration of the words only sink into our heads and fail to successively pierce our hearts. Many times we don’t realize how fruitless and futile such knowledge is until tragedy strikes.
As I was running this morning, I began to review some of the stories I have read about the life of Jesus in the past few days. He healed the lame. Had compassion on the sick. Loved the unlovable. Tended to the heart issues and soul pain of peoples individual circumstances. Beckoned “follow me” to individuals who proceeded to follow with confidence and leave everything they had immediately.
Not surprisingly, the best human minds cannot fully understand all that Jesus was and all He accomplished during His short life on earth. We can’t fathom the unthinkable love that radiated from His character--- especially not in a culture where we are so busy judging, living our own lives, and being indifferent to the needs around us. But, we have the unthinkable opportunity to not just know about Jesus, but to know Him, His Character intimately. To be on a first name basis with the King of Kings.
Honestly, I disregard this beautiful privilege of Christianity far too often. My prayer time gets pushed at the bottom of overwhelming daily “to-do” lists. Sometimes, I hurry through my Bible reading, trying to digest the passages like fast food eaten in the car on my way hurrying to the next planned activity. I get so busy in my own little world, that I stop listening, or rather stop caring, about what His plans may be for that day for my life.
I was thinking this morning about my children. I’ve been blessed with four amazingly cute “mini-me’s” who bring great joy to my world. I love to be with them. I love to hear their giggles. Love to watch their analytical faces as they discover how something works for the first time. Love to enjoy the electric energy they pour into every activity they perform. I love to experience both the mundane days and the adventurous days beside them. Would I be content with reading a book about them without the experience of enjoying their presence? Absolutely not. I would be devastatingly heartbroken if my only means of getting to know my kids relationally was reading a few brief pages documenting their days, what they said, or where they went. In other words, a Facebook style relationship with my children would leave me inconsolably miserable.
So, why as Christians, do we live as if such a relationship with Jesus is acceptable or beneficial? It’s not knowing about Jesus that leads to transformed lives; it’s real authentic encounters with Him that does. It’s daily, living, intimate, personal encounters with a wondrous God who knows all about you and me, and yet chooses to still love us abundantly that takes our messed up lives and makes them something God glorifying.
Investment in a real relationship with Jesus brings peace beyond understanding, hope in despair, and a wellspring of joy that overflows from within our very souls! It simply starts with a hungry heart, a sincere cry out to Jesus to know Him intimately, and an investment in quiet, solitary time with His word and prayer. Jesus died for you to know Him, not just to know about Him.
Christina Stolaas is an energetic mom to four adorable young kids. In her free time, she enjoys writing, training for roads races, and passionately pursuing a deeper walk with Jesus. Through a rough childhood, she has learned to earnestly trust in the Sovereignty of God and seek to be "fruitful in suffering" as God continues to mold her to His likeness and bring beauty for ashes! (Isaiah 61:3)
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You are so right! I was thinking about this a lot over the weekend as I was posting and reading many statuses and tweets that included what we've learned about the Lord or from the Lord. I thought about how often it's a mindless thing I do to seem like a "super Christian". The Lord really convicted me and has been showing me that we must desire Him, not this idea of what a Christian should be, because He is the One who makes us like His Son, not anything we say or do.
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I can't help but believe that this has hit the nail on the head. This is how I have come to know our real father and his true love. It's not just knowing "his rules" or reading the manual (The Bible). Reading The Word is a great thing but it is better to know the one who is behind it. God created us in his image and expects us to come to him as the child we are, not with complex words or specially prepared prayers, just truth from your heart. Be brutally honest with yourself and him. He knows every atom of your physical body as well as the real you, your spirit, soul etc. Nothing is hid from him anyhow. Learn to love this fact, he is personally connected to you. Jesus Christ paved the way for you when he died for you and your soul. No man, church or other organization is the judge, Jesus is! Lord Thank You. AMEN!
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